Reckless me.

Rush, reckless, careless thoughtless, inconsiderate, hasty, unmindful, impetuous. they all have the same meaning, and they all fit me perfectly.
Impatient, restless, they fit me as well.

"Be Patient!!"
"Stop being so careless!!"
"Could you be more thoughtful"

I've been hearing people(including myself)saying these to me since forerver, i am a grown-up now, and shame on me, not much has been changed, worse of all when dealling with a grown-up, few people try to remind me anymore. They just laught at my failure or (if they're nice people)feel bad for me and sign on my back. It's not their business, it' mine, and mine only, no one else should be responsible for this.

Mom said to me several times that one thing good about me is that most of the time i'm very humble and willing to hear people's opinions, and open minded enought to make any adjustment needed. However, i dont know what to do about this shortcoming and i'm really fed up with this.

Reborn may be the only solution...