One manager told me,"I think you are qualified, just let me know if you have confidence on yourself" and a few minutes later in the same room, my direct manager told me"Though you have the best work attitude among all my team member, you're the least qualified"
I'm not sure whether I should be glad or not.
On the one hand, it's good to know my dumb hard-working was recognized, on the other hand, my boss really thinks I have nothing good but my hard-working attitude, this really sucks.
More than 5 people told me how they hate somebody in the company, how that somebody sucks, and how they are treated unjustly.
More than 5 people told me that I'm just too naive and simple and I might suffer for it. and they also indicate that I'm not a people person, that I'm not good at handling people.(不懂人情世故) Some of them even suggested that I should apply for another job function such as consultant or researcher as a better choice.
It's really a complex and unhealthy working environment..but it may just how the REAL WORLD is.
So...where am I now???
I know what my weakness is, I know think that I'm harmless, and I know that I still WANT TO BE A GREAT SALES..this is the only reason I' was here at the begining and the only reason I'm still here now.I know I can do it, I just need to prove it.
“Don’t ever let somebody tell you…you can’t do something. You got a dream..you gotta protect it. People can’t do something themselves..they wanna tell you you can’t do it. If you want something go get it“.
Quote from “The Pursuit of Happiness”.Be what I have to be, Do what I have to do, but and the same time, Be flexible, Be reasonable and Be myself...
